:: thinking of you ::

"if i could have just one wish,

i would wish to wake up everyday,

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine..

knowing that i could never find that feeling with anyone,

other than you."

kindly missing him so much...

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well,selamat hari raya 2009,kejap je dah hari raya...and today its my last holiday for hari raya...hurmm..thats why title kat atas pon jadi blank...seriously malas nak keje... since ape boss aku buat tak bagi bonus even ang pau,memang aku agak tekad nak gunakan kuasa diploma yg aku ada tue...but insyaallah after bulan 5 o r 6 when sumanya dah clear,i have to quit....

so cite bout hari raya,tahun nie raya aku agak bermakna...coz tahun nie aku beraya dengan anep...bukan braya je,siap braya ke kampung dea lagi...memang aku tak pernah rase mcmnie..ekceli kebetulan during hari raya aku balik kedah dengan family...so kebetulan lagi kedah n perlis memang tak jauh,so..ape lagi...melebar lew sayap2 aku yg ada. 2 hari aku together ngn anep...1st day tue dea bawak aku jenjalan area kedah..seriously cam x caye,btol ke aku dengan anep time tue,dalam keta,jenjalan,kitorang gie beli barang,makan sesama,he hug me while driving,he kiss me while he driving,we french kiss,while he driving.....best sesangat....nak tau ape yg paling best skali time 1st day aku jumpa dea.? aku memasuk je keta,duduk then dea wish "happy birthday sayang" n bagi aku bear besaq.... can somebody slap me? trase mcm drama plak.... 2nd day nye plak aku beraya dekat perlis,braye umah dea,jumpa mak dea suma...tuhan je tau keadaan aku betapa takutnya time tue....mak dea baek n nenek dea pon baek....best sesangat tp time nak balik tue agak sedeh..dea antaq aku kat stesen bus shahab perdana coz family aku tunggu aku kat situ coz nak direct ke penang plak lepas tue...cepat btol mase berlalu...and i have to leave him time tue....

now im badly miss him...dea tak balik kl lagi...can u imagine dea balik kampung since 1 week b4 raye and now almost 2 weeks raya anep tak balik lagi...thats why dengan skali lagi aku boh title aku blank...aritue dea pi hatyai thailand..tak boleh nak msg2 ngn dea,mcm orang gile aku rendu kat dea...then dea ada call guna number sana...dapat ckp kejap pon dah mencukupi...

aku terlalu rendukan dea...nape takde care laen untuk aku ilangkan rasa rendu nie pada dea? hati aku terlalu kuat rendukan dea..aku taknak ilang dea..

:: ummmm :::

i just open his my space... his change his picture.. why?